I Pray For...

I pray for acceptance and respect

For those who are hurting and crying

And the people who hurt themselves and are dying

I pray for love that will last forever

For those who have been thrown away

And so their hearts will never decay

I pray for peace within in this world of wars

For those who deserve a chance to live

And the people who need to be saved

I pray for nothing to change at all

For those like me who can see and believe

That the world is beautiful this way it seems

Hmm.... I wrote this at the young authors group during my third class. My teacher at that class said I should show this to people...

Follow The Wind

Follow the wind around the world
Watch close as it collects souls
Look closely to the earth and see the tears
Then deeper into the dark and find the fear

See that's fire and violence
"Older" ones are so silent
That man is shooting a child
This war has gone on for a while

Mother Nature is decaying
Tell me what's the point of praying
How can the world just be saved?
When we ourselves can't behave?

I forgot when I made this... well a long time ago I was bored and read the news and got pissed off. (At least, I think)

Time Forgets

As a young child I said, 'I love you'
As I grew that changed for me
Time made me forget
Only giving me sadness

I wanna go back there
I don't want to stay here
I want to remember that I could trust
At the same time I don't thus'

Right now I'm just confused
If I asked you to help me would you?
I'm sorry I trusted time
If I could I'd go back anytime

But I have special things and people today
That I had received through regrets day by day
Even if I can't go back I want to remember
That I loved you and you loved me

All I want to say is I'm sorry
So many times I'd tried leaving
But I always came back here
Cause I knew you'd be there

Save Her

If only you knew she was there
If only you knew how to care
Then maybe you could've saved her
Then maybe you could've stopped her
Stop her from feeling the pain in her heart
Stop her from crying the damn tears of blood
Stop her from holding the knife that was sharp
Stop her from clinging onto that sad grudge
Cause her whole life she had to suffer
And so... maybe you could've saved her

I think this sounds so intense! I just thought about this when I was composing some random melody. Turns out it also fits for my story! Yay!

Hear Me

Hear me cause I'm crying now
I'm in this hole in the ground
All there is is darkness
Am I really loveless?
All I need is a single ray of light
But I see the darkness in every sight
The hole is just too deep
Nothing to do but sleep
And cry my heart out
Cry with a big shout
All I have is a dream
A dream where you saved me
But you just love me
Please will you just... hear me

This is a poem I thought of when I was thinking of someone.

A Year

And yet another year has pass
I'm totally getting older
I can't run, not like in the past
Another thing is, I'm smarter

In the beginning I thought
'I shouldn't bother myself with class'
Soon though I began to want
I don't know why, I wanted a blast

I wanted to study more
I wanted to talk lots more
Seventh grade was full of excitement
And so, that's just why I'll bet

Next year I'm going to try harder
I won't give up on things like this year
So in the future I'll be stronger
And I won't have anymore to bare

I don't know... I think I'm going to try harder in eighth grade. Something happen today that motivated me, something really special.

Darkness

The moon lights up the darkness
But still can’t see
‘Cause there’ll never be lightness
You can see and be
You’ll always live in darkness
Because you have sinned
You can’t escape the blackness
You can’t even win

I think I was mad...

Can You Imagine?

A life with no soul
A world with no ghouls
Night with no moon
Days with no soon
World without light
Not a slightest bright
A place with no meaning
And doesn’t have a being
A world you can’t hear
Isn’t what you should bare
A human that is lost
And doesn’t know what he’s cost
Everybody’s gone
But there’s still a song
Still I’m believing
So I’ll be waiting
Even if I die
I won’t say good bye
In the darkness
Where there’s still lightness

Omg! My sixth grade poem project.

I Don't Know

I'm here and I'm confused
I think nothing but you
Just what did I do wrong?
Is it about my songs?
Or maybe it's just me
Me and my stupid dream
My dream of everyone being happy
But that was just me being a baby
I give up, now I'm falling
I don't know what I'm saying
I don't know if I'm going to be saved
In fact do I even want to be saved?
I'm lonely and I'm sad
I hope it doesn't end bad

Crybaby

Here lies before me is a piece of blank
Line paper
Here lies before that paper is just a
Crybaby
Like a baby she
CRIES
Like a kid though she
LIES
And makes her an
Adult
Is just the feelings she
FELT
She cried and cried
She also tried
To be different for once
But was that really her choice?
She wanted everything
The same
But she had nobody
To blame
And so everyone changed shortly
And everyday her eyes were teary
Surely one day
Someone will heal her heart
Make that truely
Leave not a single mark
Please,
Please...

Keep It Up

For once I felt safe, like I belong here
Like your voice said, 'Be strong'
But it seems like I was wrong
All the things you said had me cry and pray
But now it seems like it is all just fake
Stress has change you
Time blocked what was true

Just keep it up, keep it up
And never say, 'I give up'
Telling myself that everyday
But never had the guts to say,
'I'm here and I exist
Can't go preventing this'
But then your choice
Wavered my voice

I wonder, 'Why did you change?' I miss the old you.

Stop It

I know I'm a bad kid
But what makes you better?
You don't know what you did
That's what makes me sadder

I love you but you hate me
Those word are not just a dream
Please don't try to lie to me
The end will be sad as it seems

Stop it with all the lies
Stop it with all the noises
Cause in the end you'll never believe me
That's why I ask you now to stop it

????

I wonder if you notice
That I can see the you
But it hurts so much to hear
Too much for me to bare

I can't even say I love you
Cause such words to you are not true
Play the piano for me please
I don't want it to be a dream

You're so much taller than me too
It's gonna be hard to reach you
If you read this then listen
Just because 'I love you'

Umm... I suppose I can say I love you. If only you knew.

No Byes

Time forever will be timeless
That's why you can be so unloved
Catch me when I fall
But don't fail for me
Catch me but don't fall
Just go for your dream
'This may be good-bye
But not forever'
I have been told
Thank you but hold
That single small thought
I'm not saying bye
No matter the distance
We will still be best friends
Have faith in that, please
Please for me, Chia Mee

Fall

Mommmy don't tell me to do dishes now
When you don't even look at the true me
I'm smart for you and you don't care
That's why life is just so unfair
Daddy doesn't even knows me
Everything becomes a small dream
I'm here
With fear

Someday you'll have to raise me
Raise me like we're in a dream
But now that seems like a miracle
And so there's no place for me to go
My brothers don't even care
My sisters have much to bare
I want to cry and yet I can't
I'll be blamed for making you sad
I'll isolate myself from you all
And wait until my one big fall

M0-on

I regret what I did
I regret what I said
I watched you hold all the pain
I watched you cry in the rain
Even so I just walked away
Now I'm here and have something to say

You said you had moon
So I'll find it and give it to you
And at night I'll wait under it
I'll sing a soft melody while I sit
I'm not asking for forgiveness
But I wanted to repay you with this

Far away I noticed
Kimi no yume(You're dream)
Is chained up in the darkness
I can only say gomen(Sorry)
Even so, I didn't help you
Now I'm here and looking for your moon

Me

Hey big brothers and sisters
If you don't love me let me go
Mom and daddy please listen
I'm leaving cause I'm getting old
And I'm tired with all the fake laughters
There's no happily ever after
I love you, I hate you
Those words spewed around
I'll be back, good bye now
I hated those words