Gone

I wonder what was your voice like?
Was it deep or was it high?
What was your favorite animal?
And just what words made you let go?
Did you love to write?
Did mom and dad bite?
I want to know more about you
That's why I don't know what to do
At least not in this song
But you're already gone

Blah, Blah, Blah

Man, .... I'm beat. Being away from home for so long makes me depress. I haven't heard the sound of piano in a very long time. I want to sleep on a bed!!! I don't want people right next to me like my baby niece. My gosh she keeps clinging onto me!!! >.< I just want to go home where no one is there and I can relax. I also miss Bunny-Chan!!! DX Waaahhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! I want to go back to school!!!!!!

Save Her

If only you knew she was there
If only you knew how to care
Then maybe you could've saved her
Then maybe you could've stopped her
Stop her from feeling the pain in her heart
Stop her from crying the damn tears of blood
Stop her from holding the knife that was sharp
Stop her from clinging onto that sad grudge
Cause her whole life she had to suffer
And so... maybe you could've saved her

I think this sounds so intense! I just thought about this when I was composing some random melody. Turns out it also fits for my story! Yay!

Hear Me

Hear me cause I'm crying now
I'm in this hole in the ground
All there is is darkness
Am I really loveless?
All I need is a single ray of light
But I see the darkness in every sight
The hole is just too deep
Nothing to do but sleep
And cry my heart out
Cry with a big shout
All I have is a dream
A dream where you saved me
But you just love me
Please will you just... hear me

This is a poem I thought of when I was thinking of someone.

A Year

And yet another year has pass
I'm totally getting older
I can't run, not like in the past
Another thing is, I'm smarter

In the beginning I thought
'I shouldn't bother myself with class'
Soon though I began to want
I don't know why, I wanted a blast

I wanted to study more
I wanted to talk lots more
Seventh grade was full of excitement
And so, that's just why I'll bet

Next year I'm going to try harder
I won't give up on things like this year
So in the future I'll be stronger
And I won't have anymore to bare

I don't know... I think I'm going to try harder in eighth grade. Something happen today that motivated me, something really special.

As One

Here we all are
We're standing here as one
I may be scarred
But there are times that's fun
So let's go aim for our stars
So we can have our future
And so now our journey starts
Dash forward if you're unsure
Cause we'll be together
And soon it'll get better
So you can put your faith in me
Cause I'll get you to your big dream

I thought of this as I watched the eighth grade moving on ceremony. I'll probably try to perform it...

Star

I am a star
Up in the sky and all alone
Shinning brightly as I can
Waiting for other to come and see me
But I am naturally invisible
So here I am waiting
For a dream that can't come true
Because I am a star

My sixth grade metaphor project. Though later I turned it to a song.

Darkness

The moon lights up the darkness
But still can’t see
‘Cause there’ll never be lightness
You can see and be
You’ll always live in darkness
Because you have sinned
You can’t escape the blackness
You can’t even win

I think I was mad...

Fool

My influence is the fool
I told myself it was cool
But I knew what I thought
It meant I actually fought
I fought by being a fool
I fought by being a tool
I’m actually a two face
Everything goes in my pace
Fool, fool, fool, is what I am
In reality I want to say damn
I’m going in this world as a two face
And everything is not in its place
The ‘fool’ is laughing
The ‘me’ is crying
Which one am I?
Who’s gonna say bye?
The decision is hard
Maybe I want to be a bard
But that doesn’t make sense
Man, I’m really dense
But who do I want to be?
I don’t want to be me
And certainly not the fool
I’ll just be something cool

I made this after I read tarot cards. Seriously my influence is the fool.

Stand

When it’s dark and you’re all alone
Don’t you just want to cry?
Till the cold gets into your bones
‘Cause you suffered for life
There was nobody to help you
You couldn’t even speak
No one would come to your rescue
So your sad heart would leak
What’s the point of being alive?
You asked yourself one night
But there is a reason to survive
You said as you lost sight
But you knew it was just a lie
‘Cause no one is waiting
That’s why you don’t want to survive
And you stopped believing



To me life is extremely hard
So I would understand
‘Cause your sad heart was really scarred
Let me say this though, Stand

I made this when I was at target one time.

Can You Imagine?

A life with no soul
A world with no ghouls
Night with no moon
Days with no soon
World without light
Not a slightest bright
A place with no meaning
And doesn’t have a being
A world you can’t hear
Isn’t what you should bare
A human that is lost
And doesn’t know what he’s cost
Everybody’s gone
But there’s still a song
Still I’m believing
So I’ll be waiting
Even if I die
I won’t say good bye
In the darkness
Where there’s still lightness

Omg! My sixth grade poem project.

Sora no Uta

I wonder if I can be me
Can I walk on my own two feet?
Wait, I know, I know, I know
I'm never suppose to show
What I feel deep inside
This thoughts should never collide
Never collide in my mind
Cause either way I'll sigh
Yes, I know I'll just cry
But I got some pride

You hit me once everyday
You always scream in my face
Leave me there to cry my tears
Walk away and I'll chase
I can never walk alone
Get myself cold to the bones
I'll repeat the things I did
Even though you never said
'You know, the momment I saw you
I repeated this; I love you'

I am blue
Cause I'm the sky
I'm nothing
Cause you said bye
I am sad
But then a light
Came crashing
With all its might
It told me to shine
It taught me to smile
It said that I can be me
It said it wasn't a dream
Now I'm able to stop my tears
Now I'm can live on with my fear

You hit me once everyday
You always scream in my face
Leave me there to cry my tears
Walk away and I'll chase
I can never walk alone
Get myself cold to the bones
I'll repeat the things I did
Even though you never said
'You know, the momment I saw you
I repeated this; I love you'

You can hit me all you want
And yell at me when you can
But at least I really fought
At least I'm able to stand
I know that I can't walk yet
But in the future I bet
Ill be way stronger than you
With the things you couldn't do
Cause from the momment you threw me
I became a who new being

Unknown

What am I waiting for?
What am I looking for?
I can't remember
It won't get better
I shouted out that I am 'me'
But it was only in my dreams
I said I'm fine
And that's a lie
I don't remeber my purpose
My heart has left the suface
Who am I
What do I want
Nothing's left
But these small words
'I'm here and I exist
Can't go preventing this'