I'm Gonna

Up in the clouds you looked down upon me
Saying you're a no good fool
I'm gonna tell you, I don't give a shit anymore
I'm gonna spread my wings and fly high

I'm gonna run away to freedom
I'm not gonna let anyone stop me
This is my one and only chance
And I'm gonna make it

You just left me alone
Let me suffer all the pain you could've fix
I wondered who I was
Did I have a purpose, well now I do

I'm gonna run away to freedom
I'm not gonna let anyone stop me
This is my one and only chance
And I'm gonna make it

I'm saying good bye now
I'm gonna turn my back on you forever
I'm gonna smile from now on
I'm gonna be happy

I'm gonna run away to freedom
I'm not gonna let anyone stop me
This is my one and only chance
And I'm gonna make it

I'm not gonna look back on what I did
I'm gonna stay in the present
Looking at what's ahead of me
I'm gonna live a happy life

This is a song that I thought would be a good opening for Cross. I actually really like it. ^.^

I Can't Smile

Today is my birthday and I
Still want to cry
The presents were lovely but they
Just don't make me smile
When ever I hear everybody's laughter
It makes me want to cry
When ever I see somebody's smile
It makes me devastated

Because when ever my soul is shatter
Everyone just shatters it more
I really wanna fix it but I
Can never do it alone

I want to go home
I don't want to go home
Those words echos in my mind
Because home is where I belong
But home is also where I don't belong

Because when ever my soul is shatter
Everyone just shatters it more
I really wanna fix it but I
Can never do it alone

Though I've been in this world for so long
It seems like nobody can see me
I really wish I could find somebody
Who could understand me
Understand what my life has been

Because when ever my soul is shatter
Everyone just shatters it more
I really wanna fix it but I
Can never do it alone

Because when ever my soul is shatter
Everyone just shatters it more
I really wanna fix it but I
Can never do it alone

This is Hasaki Cross's song. He's been hurt to his limits but always try to be cheerful. That's why he's the idiot in the group. Through the story you see parts of his past, but it really isn't reveal until the end.

I'll Be The One

You are always alone
You have nobody to say 'good morning' or
'What's the matter? Won't you let me
Heal your wounds?' to you

I'll be the one for you to cry to
I'll be the one to let you know
That you are not alone

You're a special shinning star
So special that everybody can see you
So why do you sit there and cry
Like you are nothing at all?

I'll be the one for you to cry to
I'll be the one to let you know
That you are not alone

I'll send you flying
Higher than anything else
We will soar through the whole entire sky
You don't have to hold back
You can cry whenever you want to
You can smile whenever you're happy

I'll be the one for you to cry to
I'll be the one to let you know
That you are not alone

I'll be the one for you to cry to
I'll be the one to let you know
That you are not alone

This is Hasaki Senri's song. He left his younger brother, Cross, but he didn't want to. The people in the town forced him out. He left for Cross's safety, but he still wants to be a big brother.

Disappear

You all disappear slowly one by one
I just sat and watched quietly
I really wanted to do something
But I couldn't do anything with my will power alone

I felt like if I moved
You all would disappear faster
So I shouted out 'Stop it!'
But my voice didn't reach any of you

You all took the white rose that I showed you all and just smiled
A smile that I never seen before
It took me a while to found out why you all smiled like that
And it seemed you already knew your life was coming to an end

I felt like if I moved
You all would disappear faster
So I shouted out 'Stop it!'
But my voice didn't reach any of you

When I went to the place you were all at
It was too late
I collaspe to the ground and say
Minna sayonara

I felt like if I moved
You all would disappear faster
So I shouted out 'Stop it!'
But my voice didn't reach any of you

I felt like if I moved
You all would disappear faster
So I shouted out 'Stop it!'
But my voice didn't reach any of you

This is Hasaki Hiroto's song. This is his song because his family and friends died when he was a kid and so he is a character that comes from the future to change the past. Cross is his father.

Darkness

Can't you see that I am calling for you
I need you to come to my rescue
Even though I can't think straight
I still want you next to me

I've been in the darkness all this time
I need you to shed me some light
Even if I disappear when you come
I'll be happy as long as see you

The day when I first met you
I thought you were a stranger
But then I got to know you
That's when I realized I fell in love with you

I've been in the darkness all this time
I need you to shed me some light
Even if I disappear when you come
I'll be happy as long as see you

You got me through all the darkness
But when you disappear, I was dispair
Cause I realized I had lost you
Then I went back to darkness

I've been in the darkness all this time
I need you to shed me some light
Even if I disappear when you come
I'll be happy as long as see you

I've been in the darkness all this time
I need you to shed me some light
Even if I disappear when you come
I'll be happy as long as see you

This is Kazamatsuri Chi's song. His power based on dark power. The thing is that he was in love and he was like a puppet to this family. That family made him kill his love by force and so he killed the family with Cross's help. His job was to be an assasin.

I Wish

Somehow I can never find anything
Anything that makes me feel like I'm alive
For some reason everything makes me frown
Is this how life's suppose to be
Or is this how god made me turn out

I wish I could find something that makes me feel like I exist
I wish I could find someone who could tell me 'You exist for a purpose.'
I wish I could find something that could keep pushing me forward
I wish I could find somebody who couild make me cry
And then make me smile because isn't that how love's suppose to be
I wish I could find happiness and live on forever

Sometimes I think do I even need to be in this world
And then I sigh feeling ashame
Feeling ashame about thinking of leaving this world
Though I got nobody to depend on
I still got to move forward

I wish I could find something that makes me feel like I exist
I wish I could find someone who could tell me 'You exist for a purpose.'
I wish I could find something that could keep pushing me forward
I wish I could find somebody who couild make me cry
And then make me smile because isn't that how love's suppose to be
I wish I could find happiness and live on forever

Life may be hard for me
But it could be harder for others
But I don't even know the truth
After all I can't even think straight
I wonder how I'll end up in the end
But I'll keep wishing for a new life

I wish I could find something that makes me feel like I exist
I wish I could find someone who could tell me 'You exist for a purpose.'
I wish I could find something that could keep pushing me forward
I wish I could find somebody who couild make me cry
And then make me smile because isn't that how love's suppose to be
I wish I could find happiness and live on forever

I wish I could find something that makes me feel like I exist
I wish I could find someone who could tell me 'You exist for a purpose.'
I wish I could find something that could keep pushing me forward
I wish I could find somebody who couild make me cry
And then make me smile because isn't that how love's suppose to be
I wish I could find happiness and live on forever

This is Kazama Akari's song. They thing is that in her past she is chased around by people who killed her family and because she was someone they needed they letted her live, but one day she runs away. Years later she gets taken back and Cross and them have to go get her.

In The End

Why is it that nobody knows who I really am?
Why is it that I have to suffer
For something I didn't do?
So what if I'm just a child?
Don't I still have a voice?
You just need to try harder to listen

In the end you don't care at all
In the end you could only see your pain
In the end nothing ever occured to you
So why do you sit there and cry
Like you are the only one suffering from all the pain
Though you can't even see me?

Why can't you understand?
Why can't you see me?
Is there somethind blinding you from me
I wanna know why you are avoiding my questions too
You should face them like an adult should
Or are you still a child?

In the end you don't care at all
In the end you could only see your pain
In the end nothing ever occured to you
So why do you sit there and cry
Like you are the only one suffering from all the pain
Though you can't even see me?

I don't even know know anything with life
Somehow I'm always in the middle
But I will never blame you
But you will always blame me

In the end you don't care at all
In the end you could only see your pain
In the end nothing ever occured to you
In the end you don't care at all
In the end you could only see your pain
In the end nothing ever occured to you
So why do you sit there and cry
Like you are the only one suffering from all the pain
Though you can't even see me?

This is Freed Lucifer's song. The song was originally for me, but I made him so much like me that I just had to give the song to him. The thing is that he was abandoned by his parents cause they didn't love him, so he became an expiriment tool for the enemys.

Sinners

Life in the darkness
No there's nobody here
I can't hear anything
Do you want me to scream
And I think you know
What I'm talking about

I'm saying life in the darkness is a place for
Us sinners
The darkness is a place to a-
Tone our sins
After all we can't runway from what we're des-
Tined to do

Life in the darkness
No there's nobody here
I can't hear anything
Do you want me to scream
And I think you know
What I'm talking about

Umm... this Kira Izumi's song from my manga. He's suppose to be a sinner... well all of them are kind of but he kills for his job, but he doesn't want to, but killing is all he did in his life, but his memories of his family was taken away be the enemy, so he doesn't know that he used to have a soft and kind heart.

Fireworks

What's this feeling that I've been feeling for a while?
It hurts me but it also makes me happy
It's kind of like a firework blowing up inside of me
I believe this is called love

One day a bunch of fireworks
Blew up in my heart
Even if it disappears
I want you to know that
I will always love you

Why is it that I'm crying right now?
Is it because you're going to disappear?
Please don't leave me
I need you by my side

One day a bunch of fireworks
Blew up in my heart
Even if it disappears
I want you to know that
I will always love you

I can see you turning your back on me
I'm trying to reach you
But my body is still
Am I going to regret this?

One day a bunch of fireworks
Blew up in my heart
Even if it disappears
I want you to know that
I will always love you

One day a bunch of fireworks
Blew up in my heart
Even if it disappears
I want you to know that
I will always love you

This is Seto Sakura's song in my manga. I got inspired by the person I liked. ^.^ The thing is she likes someone but the guy is stuck in his past with his first love who they found out later that that it's her twin sister.

Please Don't Forgive Me

I was the one who made you cry
I was the one who made you suffer
And I can see that you're still suffering
I need you to understand that
I hate you, but I also love you

When you were crying I just walked away
I was the one who made you cry like that
The one who gave you eternal pain
I wanted you to hate me for the thing that was unbearable
I see that you are coming to understand but
Please don't forgive me

What I did was so bad
I can't even see you forgiving me
But with the personality you have
I'm sure you will
That naive expression is going to lead you to more pain

When you were crying I just walked away
I was the one who made you cry like that
The one who gave you eternal pain
I wanted you to hate me for the thing that was unbearable
I see that you are coming to understand but
Please don't forgive me

I know I hurted you so much
I know you're about to fall down to pieces
But please face it and hate me
Cause the thing that will hurt me the most
Is if you forgive me

When you were crying I just walked away
I was the one who made you cry like that
The one who gave you eternal pain
I wanted you to hate me for the thing that was unbearable
I see that you are coming to understand but
Please don't forgive me

When you were crying, I was crying too
Because I was the reason why you cried
The one who made you unhappy
I wanted you to love me, but the thing I did was unbearable
I know you're understanding, please don't forgive me
But what I really want is for you to forgive me

This is a song I wrote for a character in my manga Cross which I never finshed, but now that I found all of my old writing along with my manga I want to continue. This song is really old, but I got inspired by 'The Gentlemen's Alliance Cross' because the main guy character's younger twin brother's reason for being a brat was close to Hatori Sei's, a guy in my manga, reason for betraying Cross and them, so this is his song. I have a song for all of them.