Keep It Up

For once I felt safe, like I belong here
Like your voice said, 'Be strong'
But it seems like I was wrong
All the things you said had me cry and pray
But now it seems like it is all just fake
Stress has change you
Time blocked what was true

Just keep it up, keep it up
And never say, 'I give up'
Telling myself that everyday
But never had the guts to say,
'I'm here and I exist
Can't go preventing this'
But then your choice
Wavered my voice

I wonder, 'Why did you change?' I miss the old you.

Stop It

I know I'm a bad kid
But what makes you better?
You don't know what you did
That's what makes me sadder

I love you but you hate me
Those word are not just a dream
Please don't try to lie to me
The end will be sad as it seems

Stop it with all the lies
Stop it with all the noises
Cause in the end you'll never believe me
That's why I ask you now to stop it

????

I wonder if you notice
That I can see the you
But it hurts so much to hear
Too much for me to bare

I can't even say I love you
Cause such words to you are not true
Play the piano for me please
I don't want it to be a dream

You're so much taller than me too
It's gonna be hard to reach you
If you read this then listen
Just because 'I love you'

Umm... I suppose I can say I love you. If only you knew.

Without

I should've looked away, I should've never prayed
I should've broke the stars, to make them never shine
Like there was never hope in me
Like I could never ever dream
But your voice filled my ears, like I was something dear
I shouldn't had listen, cause my heart is broken
I should had ran from your small voice
I should had made the other choice

Without you I'm crying alone
Without you I'm singing a song
And just by looking at the sky I cry
I'm regretting the days you said 'good-bye'
Without you I can't go smiling
Without you I don't know what's love
You said you would've protect the little me
But what I saw was your back facing the me
Withou you I just can't love you

Forgetting is hard, it's worse than leaving scars
I hug my doll closely, lessening my true pain
Like it was never in me
Like it was always as it seemed
I should've stopped my path, magic should've been casted
Slowly my small voice dies, cause there's nothing but sighs
Will I never in life forget?
Not anymore can I bare it

Without words you made me love you
Without words you showed me what's true
And by looking at your back I cry
I'm regretting the days I said 'good-bye'
Without words you just left me here
Without words I'm left here to bare
You said you would've loved the soon older me
But it looks like you're going to leave the me
Without words I call for your name

Without you I can't see you
Without words come back to me

Without you I'm crying alone
Without you I'm singing a song
And just by looking at the sky I cry
I'm regretting the days you said 'good-bye'
Without you I can't go smiling
Without you I don't know what's love
You said you would've protect the little me
But what I saw was your back facing the me
Withou you I just can't love you

Without words you made me love you
Without words you showed me what's true
And by looking at your back I cry
I'm regretting the days I said 'good-bye'
Without words you just left me here
Without words I'm left here to bare
You said you would've loved the soon older me
But it looks like you're going to leave the me
Without words I call for your name

Without you I sit alone
Without words scars carve in me
Without you there's nothing to see
Without words love leaves me now

I was inspired by this one drama called "You're Beautiful". I was like crying through the whole drama!!! >//<