Verse 1
I sit all by myself
Looking at my shelves
That's piled up with sadness
I'll know how I got through this
It comes never ending
This life's everlasting
Chorus
Where is my heart suppose to go?
Can't be anywhere high or low
Will it ever have an amount of happiness?
Or will it forever be full of sadness?
I cry till the last tear
Close my heart of fear
I fake my face with hapiness
But that just makes me full of loneliness
I smile never ending
The pain's everlasting
Chorus
Bridge
Can I really do this?
Can I really fake it?
Do I have to go on?
With nothing to hold on?
And why is it for you?
When you made me so blue
Why is it not for me?
Can't you just leave me be?
Chorus
Alternative Chorus
Where is my soul suppose to be?
It can't only be in a dream
Will I always just be full of emptiness?
Or will my grey clouds be gone with my sadness?
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Monday, August 8, 2011
Like & Love
Verse 1
I don't know why but I like you
With you there I don't know what to do
I suddenly become happy
Just from seeing you laugh and smile
The feeling of loneliness, lovelorn
The feeling of loving you, adorn
But I sit here alone for the start
Of the solemn sunset crushing my heart
Chorus
For me liking you isn't enough
And just watching you is so tough
This sadness will surely be there tomorrow
And the more I see you will give me sorrow
Verse 2
I don't know how I came to love you
And I never told which is true
When I recall your touch and voice
My heart suddenly rejoices
This secretive feeling, exciting
This happy feeling, so joyful
But the my heart begins to forepart
For the solemn sunset crushing my heart
Alternative Chorus
For me loving you isn't enough
And just watching you is so tough
One day I hope to gain courage so that I
Can tell you that I love you without a cry
Chorus
Alternative Chorus
I don't know why but I like you
With you there I don't know what to do
I suddenly become happy
Just from seeing you laugh and smile
The feeling of loneliness, lovelorn
The feeling of loving you, adorn
But I sit here alone for the start
Of the solemn sunset crushing my heart
Chorus
For me liking you isn't enough
And just watching you is so tough
This sadness will surely be there tomorrow
And the more I see you will give me sorrow
Verse 2
I don't know how I came to love you
And I never told which is true
When I recall your touch and voice
My heart suddenly rejoices
This secretive feeling, exciting
This happy feeling, so joyful
But the my heart begins to forepart
For the solemn sunset crushing my heart
Alternative Chorus
For me loving you isn't enough
And just watching you is so tough
One day I hope to gain courage so that I
Can tell you that I love you without a cry
Chorus
Alternative Chorus
Friday, October 1, 2010
Time Forgets
As a young child I said, 'I love you'
As I grew that changed for me
Time made me forget
Only giving me sadness
I wanna go back there
I don't want to stay here
I want to remember that I could trust
At the same time I don't thus'
Right now I'm just confused
If I asked you to help me would you?
I'm sorry I trusted time
If I could I'd go back anytime
But I have special things and people today
That I had received through regrets day by day
Even if I can't go back I want to remember
That I loved you and you loved me
All I want to say is I'm sorry
So many times I'd tried leaving
But I always came back here
Cause I knew you'd be there
As I grew that changed for me
Time made me forget
Only giving me sadness
I wanna go back there
I don't want to stay here
I want to remember that I could trust
At the same time I don't thus'
Right now I'm just confused
If I asked you to help me would you?
I'm sorry I trusted time
If I could I'd go back anytime
But I have special things and people today
That I had received through regrets day by day
Even if I can't go back I want to remember
That I loved you and you loved me
All I want to say is I'm sorry
So many times I'd tried leaving
But I always came back here
Cause I knew you'd be there
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Hate U
FIRST VERSE
Mama it's snowing, Mama I'm freezing
Papa I'm lonely, Papa don't leave me
Sister I'm hurting, Sister please help me
Brother play with me, Brother I can't see
Please tell me why I'm hurting
Please tell me why I'm fading
CHORUS
I know that my love is useless now
I know that I need to grow up now
It's time to forget that stupid dream
It's time to move on it seems
But tell me why am I hurting
I know I should be forgetting
If this keeps up I'll be saying, "I love you"
Because in the end I can't really "hate you"
SECOND VERSE
Mama it's raining, Mama I'm crying
Papa please tell me, Papa ignores me
Sister I'm burning, Sister it's saddening
Brother it's starting, Brother it's ending
Please tell me why I'm shaking
Please tell me why I'm dying
CHORUS
I know that my love is useless now
I know that I need to grow up now
It's time to forget that stupid dream
It's time to move on it seems
But tell me why am I hurting
I know I should be forgetting
If this keeps up I'll be saying, "I love you"
Because in the end I can't really "hate you"
I hate it when you lie to my face
I hate it when you say, "it's my place"
"I'm the one who feeds you"
"I'm your older sibling"
I hate it when you do those things
Cause in the end I'm always faking
Faking that stupid smile
Waiting for your true smile
CHORUS
I know that my love is useless now
I know that I need to grow up now
It's time to forget that stupid dream
It's time to move on it seems
I know that my love is useless now
I know that I need to grow up now
It's time to forget that stupid dream
It's time to move on it seems
But tell me why am I hurting?
I know I should be forgetting
If this keeps up I'll be saying, "I love you"
Because in the end I can't really "hate you"
I know that my love was never used
Yeah, maybe I'm being abused
It's time forget my stupid wants
Time to lose the arguments I fought
But tell me why I'm still fighting?
I know I should be retiring
If this keeps up I'll be crying, "I love you"
I don't know why but I can never "hate you"
I don't know what to comment cause it's late, but I always comment on the bottom. 0oO
Mama it's snowing, Mama I'm freezing
Papa I'm lonely, Papa don't leave me
Sister I'm hurting, Sister please help me
Brother play with me, Brother I can't see
Please tell me why I'm hurting
Please tell me why I'm fading
CHORUS
I know that my love is useless now
I know that I need to grow up now
It's time to forget that stupid dream
It's time to move on it seems
But tell me why am I hurting
I know I should be forgetting
If this keeps up I'll be saying, "I love you"
Because in the end I can't really "hate you"
SECOND VERSE
Mama it's raining, Mama I'm crying
Papa please tell me, Papa ignores me
Sister I'm burning, Sister it's saddening
Brother it's starting, Brother it's ending
Please tell me why I'm shaking
Please tell me why I'm dying
CHORUS
I know that my love is useless now
I know that I need to grow up now
It's time to forget that stupid dream
It's time to move on it seems
But tell me why am I hurting
I know I should be forgetting
If this keeps up I'll be saying, "I love you"
Because in the end I can't really "hate you"
I hate it when you lie to my face
I hate it when you say, "it's my place"
"I'm the one who feeds you"
"I'm your older sibling"
I hate it when you do those things
Cause in the end I'm always faking
Faking that stupid smile
Waiting for your true smile
CHORUS
I know that my love is useless now
I know that I need to grow up now
It's time to forget that stupid dream
It's time to move on it seems
I know that my love is useless now
I know that I need to grow up now
It's time to forget that stupid dream
It's time to move on it seems
But tell me why am I hurting?
I know I should be forgetting
If this keeps up I'll be saying, "I love you"
Because in the end I can't really "hate you"
I know that my love was never used
Yeah, maybe I'm being abused
It's time forget my stupid wants
Time to lose the arguments I fought
But tell me why I'm still fighting?
I know I should be retiring
If this keeps up I'll be crying, "I love you"
I don't know why but I can never "hate you"
I don't know what to comment cause it's late, but I always comment on the bottom. 0oO
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