Without

I should've looked away, I should've never prayed
I should've broke the stars, to make them never shine
Like there was never hope in me
Like I could never ever dream
But your voice filled my ears, like I was something dear
I shouldn't had listen, cause my heart is broken
I should had ran from your small voice
I should had made the other choice

Without you I'm crying alone
Without you I'm singing a song
And just by looking at the sky I cry
I'm regretting the days you said 'good-bye'
Without you I can't go smiling
Without you I don't know what's love
You said you would've protect the little me
But what I saw was your back facing the me
Withou you I just can't love you

Forgetting is hard, it's worse than leaving scars
I hug my doll closely, lessening my true pain
Like it was never in me
Like it was always as it seemed
I should've stopped my path, magic should've been casted
Slowly my small voice dies, cause there's nothing but sighs
Will I never in life forget?
Not anymore can I bare it

Without words you made me love you
Without words you showed me what's true
And by looking at your back I cry
I'm regretting the days I said 'good-bye'
Without words you just left me here
Without words I'm left here to bare
You said you would've loved the soon older me
But it looks like you're going to leave the me
Without words I call for your name

Without you I can't see you
Without words come back to me

Without you I'm crying alone
Without you I'm singing a song
And just by looking at the sky I cry
I'm regretting the days you said 'good-bye'
Without you I can't go smiling
Without you I don't know what's love
You said you would've protect the little me
But what I saw was your back facing the me
Withou you I just can't love you

Without words you made me love you
Without words you showed me what's true
And by looking at your back I cry
I'm regretting the days I said 'good-bye'
Without words you just left me here
Without words I'm left here to bare
You said you would've loved the soon older me
But it looks like you're going to leave the me
Without words I call for your name

Without you I sit alone
Without words scars carve in me
Without you there's nothing to see
Without words love leaves me now

I was inspired by this one drama called "You're Beautiful". I was like crying through the whole drama!!! >//<

No Byes

Time forever will be timeless
That's why you can be so unloved
Catch me when I fall
But don't fail for me
Catch me but don't fall
Just go for your dream
'This may be good-bye
But not forever'
I have been told
Thank you but hold
That single small thought
I'm not saying bye
No matter the distance
We will still be best friends
Have faith in that, please
Please for me, Chia Mee

I'm Gonna

Up in the clouds you looked down upon me
Saying you're a no good fool
I'm gonna tell you, I don't give a shit anymore
I'm gonna spread my wings and fly high

I'm gonna run away to freedom
I'm not gonna let anyone stop me
This is my one and only chance
And I'm gonna make it

You just left me alone
Let me suffer all the pain you could've fix
I wondered who I was
Did I have a purpose, well now I do

I'm gonna run away to freedom
I'm not gonna let anyone stop me
This is my one and only chance
And I'm gonna make it

I'm saying good bye now
I'm gonna turn my back on you forever
I'm gonna smile from now on
I'm gonna be happy

I'm gonna run away to freedom
I'm not gonna let anyone stop me
This is my one and only chance
And I'm gonna make it

I'm not gonna look back on what I did
I'm gonna stay in the present
Looking at what's ahead of me
I'm gonna live a happy life

This is a song that I thought would be a good opening for Cross. I actually really like it. ^.^

I Can't Smile

Today is my birthday and I
Still want to cry
The presents were lovely but they
Just don't make me smile
When ever I hear everybody's laughter
It makes me want to cry
When ever I see somebody's smile
It makes me devastated

Because when ever my soul is shatter
Everyone just shatters it more
I really wanna fix it but I
Can never do it alone

I want to go home
I don't want to go home
Those words echos in my mind
Because home is where I belong
But home is also where I don't belong

Because when ever my soul is shatter
Everyone just shatters it more
I really wanna fix it but I
Can never do it alone

Though I've been in this world for so long
It seems like nobody can see me
I really wish I could find somebody
Who could understand me
Understand what my life has been

Because when ever my soul is shatter
Everyone just shatters it more
I really wanna fix it but I
Can never do it alone

Because when ever my soul is shatter
Everyone just shatters it more
I really wanna fix it but I
Can never do it alone

This is Hasaki Cross's song. He's been hurt to his limits but always try to be cheerful. That's why he's the idiot in the group. Through the story you see parts of his past, but it really isn't reveal until the end.