In The End

Why is it that nobody knows who I really am?
Why is it that I have to suffer
For something I didn't do?
So what if I'm just a child?
Don't I still have a voice?
You just need to try harder to listen

In the end you don't care at all
In the end you could only see your pain
In the end nothing ever occured to you
So why do you sit there and cry
Like you are the only one suffering from all the pain
Though you can't even see me?

Why can't you understand?
Why can't you see me?
Is there somethind blinding you from me
I wanna know why you are avoiding my questions too
You should face them like an adult should
Or are you still a child?

In the end you don't care at all
In the end you could only see your pain
In the end nothing ever occured to you
So why do you sit there and cry
Like you are the only one suffering from all the pain
Though you can't even see me?

I don't even know know anything with life
Somehow I'm always in the middle
But I will never blame you
But you will always blame me

In the end you don't care at all
In the end you could only see your pain
In the end nothing ever occured to you
In the end you don't care at all
In the end you could only see your pain
In the end nothing ever occured to you
So why do you sit there and cry
Like you are the only one suffering from all the pain
Though you can't even see me?

This is Freed Lucifer's song. The song was originally for me, but I made him so much like me that I just had to give the song to him. The thing is that he was abandoned by his parents cause they didn't love him, so he became an expiriment tool for the enemys.

Sinners

Life in the darkness
No there's nobody here
I can't hear anything
Do you want me to scream
And I think you know
What I'm talking about

I'm saying life in the darkness is a place for
Us sinners
The darkness is a place to a-
Tone our sins
After all we can't runway from what we're des-
Tined to do

Life in the darkness
No there's nobody here
I can't hear anything
Do you want me to scream
And I think you know
What I'm talking about

Umm... this Kira Izumi's song from my manga. He's suppose to be a sinner... well all of them are kind of but he kills for his job, but he doesn't want to, but killing is all he did in his life, but his memories of his family was taken away be the enemy, so he doesn't know that he used to have a soft and kind heart.

Fireworks

What's this feeling that I've been feeling for a while?
It hurts me but it also makes me happy
It's kind of like a firework blowing up inside of me
I believe this is called love

One day a bunch of fireworks
Blew up in my heart
Even if it disappears
I want you to know that
I will always love you

Why is it that I'm crying right now?
Is it because you're going to disappear?
Please don't leave me
I need you by my side

One day a bunch of fireworks
Blew up in my heart
Even if it disappears
I want you to know that
I will always love you

I can see you turning your back on me
I'm trying to reach you
But my body is still
Am I going to regret this?

One day a bunch of fireworks
Blew up in my heart
Even if it disappears
I want you to know that
I will always love you

One day a bunch of fireworks
Blew up in my heart
Even if it disappears
I want you to know that
I will always love you

This is Seto Sakura's song in my manga. I got inspired by the person I liked. ^.^ The thing is she likes someone but the guy is stuck in his past with his first love who they found out later that that it's her twin sister.

Please Don't Forgive Me

I was the one who made you cry
I was the one who made you suffer
And I can see that you're still suffering
I need you to understand that
I hate you, but I also love you

When you were crying I just walked away
I was the one who made you cry like that
The one who gave you eternal pain
I wanted you to hate me for the thing that was unbearable
I see that you are coming to understand but
Please don't forgive me

What I did was so bad
I can't even see you forgiving me
But with the personality you have
I'm sure you will
That naive expression is going to lead you to more pain

When you were crying I just walked away
I was the one who made you cry like that
The one who gave you eternal pain
I wanted you to hate me for the thing that was unbearable
I see that you are coming to understand but
Please don't forgive me

I know I hurted you so much
I know you're about to fall down to pieces
But please face it and hate me
Cause the thing that will hurt me the most
Is if you forgive me

When you were crying I just walked away
I was the one who made you cry like that
The one who gave you eternal pain
I wanted you to hate me for the thing that was unbearable
I see that you are coming to understand but
Please don't forgive me

When you were crying, I was crying too
Because I was the reason why you cried
The one who made you unhappy
I wanted you to love me, but the thing I did was unbearable
I know you're understanding, please don't forgive me
But what I really want is for you to forgive me

This is a song I wrote for a character in my manga Cross which I never finshed, but now that I found all of my old writing along with my manga I want to continue. This song is really old, but I got inspired by 'The Gentlemen's Alliance Cross' because the main guy character's younger twin brother's reason for being a brat was close to Hatori Sei's, a guy in my manga, reason for betraying Cross and them, so this is his song. I have a song for all of them.