Please Don't Forgive Me

I was the one who made you cry
I was the one who made you suffer
And I can see that you're still suffering
I need you to understand that
I hate you, but I also love you

When you were crying I just walked away
I was the one who made you cry like that
The one who gave you eternal pain
I wanted you to hate me for the thing that was unbearable
I see that you are coming to understand but
Please don't forgive me

What I did was so bad
I can't even see you forgiving me
But with the personality you have
I'm sure you will
That naive expression is going to lead you to more pain

When you were crying I just walked away
I was the one who made you cry like that
The one who gave you eternal pain
I wanted you to hate me for the thing that was unbearable
I see that you are coming to understand but
Please don't forgive me

I know I hurted you so much
I know you're about to fall down to pieces
But please face it and hate me
Cause the thing that will hurt me the most
Is if you forgive me

When you were crying I just walked away
I was the one who made you cry like that
The one who gave you eternal pain
I wanted you to hate me for the thing that was unbearable
I see that you are coming to understand but
Please don't forgive me

When you were crying, I was crying too
Because I was the reason why you cried
The one who made you unhappy
I wanted you to love me, but the thing I did was unbearable
I know you're understanding, please don't forgive me
But what I really want is for you to forgive me

This is a song I wrote for a character in my manga Cross which I never finshed, but now that I found all of my old writing along with my manga I want to continue. This song is really old, but I got inspired by 'The Gentlemen's Alliance Cross' because the main guy character's younger twin brother's reason for being a brat was close to Hatori Sei's, a guy in my manga, reason for betraying Cross and them, so this is his song. I have a song for all of them.